New Destinations for Street Photography Walks

I am so excited to announce that I have not only got one but two new Street Photography walks starting next year to complement the one I already run for Going Digital in the West End & Soho. These are King’s Cross to Camden via the Union Canal & Liverpool Street to Box Park via Brick Lane.

Premiering on February 25th is the first one. We will meet in a cafe at King’s Cross for a brief hello and an introduction about the day ahead to then move on to explore the hustle and bustle around Coal Drop Yard before heading out along the Union Canal. Taking in the old Gas Works, Street Art & Canal Boats. Upon arrival in Camden and after a pitstop and catch up to see how the day is going i shall guide you through the perimeters of the colourful and milling streets around Camden, up to Chalk Farm and back taking in people, stalls and the vibrancy and then finishing outside the Market where further exploration can continue after we are done if you so fancy.

I shall be on hand throughout the day to answer any questions you might have as well as sharing how I see the world through a lens. To show you how to work with the ever changing light and shadows in the different areas along the route, how to interpret the environment, set the scene, use the colourful back drops, and colour-matching to set the mood for your images as well as feeling comfortable photographing in crowds.

For fun we will set some tasks to capture throughout the day as it is great fun to compare at the end as everybody sees the world very differently. despite being in the same place at the same time. Examples from past walks has been ‘holding hands’, a trio of blue’, window cleaner’', a pointing hand’ and so on…

To book, visit : https://www.goingdigital.co.uk/workshops/16576

King’s Cross

Coal Drop Yard

Union Canal

Camden Town

Camden Bikes and Mural

Camden Mural

Sunglasses in Camden

The second one kicks off on March 25th . We shall meet in a cafe at Liverpool Street for a quick hello and an introduction to the day ahead. The walk shall then commence and we will move along the back streets, skirting Petticoat Lane and Spitalfields Market for some street art and grit to get to Brick Lane. We will then stroll along it and pop in and out of the adjacent streets as well as Allens Garden for colourful murals (we might even see one being painted there and then) as well as funky characters that are frequenting all the little shops and bars with windows that are great for reflections.. A pitstop for some refreshments and to see where we are at and see how everybody are doing. I shall then guide you down Red Church Street, if time permits pop across to the area around the Citizen M hotel to later end the walk by Box Park & Shoreditch High Street train station

I shall be on hand throughout the day to answer any questions you might have as well as sharing how I see the world through a lens. To show you how to work with the ever changing light and shadows in the different areas along the route, how to interpret the environment, set the scene, use the colourful back drops, and colour-matching to set the mood for your images as well as feeling comfortable photographing in crowds.

To book visit: https://www.goingdigital.co.uk/workshops/16577

Windows to the Street

Nun on the Run in Brick Lane

Glass Slippers

Brick Lane goes to Disney Land

Mural and Car Reflections

Bowed Head in Brick Lane

Street Art & Bonnet

Last but not least, I also do one to one mentoring experiences in varied areas of London.. A day that we decide on together as to what, where and when with full flexibility on day and start time so weather and light can be right for the experience you want. I have done previous days in Camden, London Bridge, the Square Mile, Soho, Shoreditch but plenty of other areas to pick as well.

Five hours of exploring with me on hand, to guide you through the light & shadows, working on the framing, using backdrops and colour and to use the environment around you to set a scene. How to feel comfortable and brave on the street and crowds and to immerse yourself fully in the moment for a mindful experience, forgetting everything else around you.

To book visit: https://www.goingdigital.co.uk/workshops/14987

Photography guided me through the pandemic

It’s just over a year now, the world as we know it is still tilting on its axis but, the finishing line seems somewhat closer, almost visible and that light at the end of the tunnel a tad brighter.

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For me, I can only describe it all as a most enormous emotional rollercoaster with abysses the size of the Mariana trench and peaks like the Everest in its path, hope, and despair alternating madly like currents through the body and mind.

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I have had such a surplus of cortisol and adrenaline coursing through my body making it hard to concentrate on simple things like reading a book or watching a film from start to finish, not being able to stop myself poking at that darn screen for the latest updates, flash news bulletins, government announcements, scary conspiracy theories, social media posts, and hoaxes. On many occasions, my phone took pleasure in telling me I had managed to accumulate over seven hours of screen time in one single day which is insane and beyond unhealthy.

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Despite being an introvert, I found myself missing people and social situations. Even if I often shoot alone in central London, you are still close to and surrounded by millions of people and more times than not bumping into fellow photographers and you stop for a brief catch up before moving along to the next street corner and frame.

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I felt so desperately lonely - there are also only so many zoom calls and face time chats you can do with family and friends afar before the sadness overwhelms you.

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We are now finally emerging out of our third lockdown which I have found the hardest of them all, especially as we here in London and SE England have not been able to do anything since halfway through December so the restrictions have covered all the winter months with its long nights and not so desirable weather. It would have been so easy to stay in bed and not get dressed for the day but thankfully having a daughter in secondary helped as I felt I had to forego with a good example and also be at hand for help with homeschooling as well as emotional support and company even though mum is not that cool to hang out with. Consequently, by being more present at home we have grown much closer and this I am incredibly thankful for.

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The savor through these past 13 months when restrictions have been in place have been (apart from my family) the walking and my camera. Five to 15km, day in and day out for hours on end - either in the woods opposite me when it was really bad and I felt almost scared of crossing paths with people, later mixed with the local streets where I was making bigger and bigger loops to see what was around, and what could be captured. I have explored parts of Eltham I didn’t know, also Avery Hill, Shooters Hill, Greenwich, Welling, Plumstead….

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Periodically I have been back in central London, between lock-downs but also for exercise when allowed. I was un-furloughed for about three months and went back to work through late summer and part of the autumn, not liking the tube I walked everywhere across London which helped with the daily stress factor.

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Not all images captured through this period are strictly street as I ventured out in the darkness, sun, dusk, dawn, frost, fog, and snowy conditions but it kept me sane and in the moment.

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Those hours out and about and also at home going through the taken images was a blissful holiday from my madly oversubscribed brain as well as uncomfortable thoughts, and feelings. To be able to feel that stillness and calm as you look through the viewfinder (or uploading them to lightroom), to frame the scene and freeze that specific and magical moment of time with my trusty FujiX-T2. Waiting out that split second when somebody walks perfectly through that viewfinder you have carefully aligned with a backdrop, shadow, or color matching a street sign with a coat. When the light suddenly becomes golden and magic in the afternoon and the shadows grow dark and tall.

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Blissful feelings of calm when you can take a deep slow breath pulling it all the way to the bottom of your lungs and you feel not even a whisper of anxiousness, stress, or panic. Nothing else matters apart from what you are doing there and then.

Mindful photography has certainly saved my marbles and sanity through this pandemic.

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I don’t think we will be back to normal as we remember it for quite some time but society is now slowly opening up and we will be able to socialize if at distance, work with colleagues rather than at home and travel within the country more freely, With time, also across borders to see family, friends and to explore more of the world, so many places to visit and capture.

 

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My creative journey through lockdown

I can’t believe we are in July already!

How did the time go past so quickly considering we have been in lockdown from March 23rd, me furloughed since then and only left my street a handful of times up until very recently?

The days just kind of merged into one another trying to keep busy with the mundane cooking (tried to jazz things up with new culinary delights), cleaning (bored to tears), gardening, festering on the sofa and at the same time trying not to totally freak out over the world tilting on its axis with world leaders making baffling decisions or not in some cases. It is only from my other half working and daughter having first homeschooling and then returning to school that I know when the weekend is.   

When the lockdown was announced my camera, an extension of myself, was put away into the cupboard to hibernate. I knew my street photography was on hold for the foreseeable future. I half-heartedly tried a bit of portraiture with the family but they were not interested and I got bored with macro photography, and flowers in the garden. Also, there is only so much editing and curating of old material that you can do.

First weekend in lockdown

First weekend in lockdown

Trying to be creative

Trying to be creative

A reluctant model

A reluctant model

So, I grabbed on to the lifeline available, exercise allowed outside.

The woods opposite the house beckoned and I clambered out of bed every morning at the crack of dawn ensuring there were as few people around as possible to heed social distancing rules. Bluebell season was upon us which made for beautiful scenery.

Sevendroog Castle

Sevendroog Castle

Self portrait with the essential coffee

Self portrait with the essential coffee

Oxleas Woods

Oxleas Woods

Fleetingly I thought maybe I should bring the camera if there are any people about but then I felt that they are in the same position as me; desperate to get out for mental headspace and exercise, to let the anxious thoughts and worries roam free. Walking the paths through the trees and meadows, anguishing about possibly getting sick, job losses, how to afford the rent or mortgages, food on the table, what to do if you need a doctor. Some people with loved ones in the hospital that they can’t visit or loved ones lost to COVID-19. I couldn’t take advantage of my fellow wood-wanderers so I walked miles and miles every morning listening to Podcasts or talking to my family in Sweden.

On these walks, I started to notice the discarded items left behind and to lighten the mood I used my phone to capture these oddments. I posted these on my Instagram stories with puns and captions and they were well received. The more I looked the more items I found.  

Don’t forget your toothbrush!

Don’t forget your toothbrush!

How & Why?

How & Why?

A lightbulb moment!?

A lightbulb moment!?

Oh the fresh smell of pine.

Oh the fresh smell of pine.

As I continued on my strolls and time went on, it struck me that the majority of items I found were left in the evenings and at night, a whole different world to my morning trips. Darker times with a red thread of seediness that were tinged with drugs (both legal and illegal) as well as evidence of booze, hookups, sex, crimes, junk food, fires, items of clothing amongst other things. So despite these images being flanked with light-hearted and tongue in cheek comments, I don’t want to take away that behind each of these images might be peoples potential unhappiness; maybe taking refuge in the woods because they are escaping life, addiction, lost love, crimes, domestic violence, mental distress, sickness, worry or distress.

I’m hoping to put a selection of the IG stories together in a zine in the not too distant future, ‘The seedy Chronicles of Oxleas Woods’ with proceeds going towards charity.

Has somebody lost some testosterone?

Has somebody lost some testosterone?

Smelling good for Bob.

Smelling good for Bob.

Safety first!

Safety first!

A nice time had?

A nice time had?

Cava & Codeine!

Cava & Codeine!

In pain….

In pain….

Weed in the Weeds

Weed in the Weeds

No laughing matter!

No laughing matter!

Beer O’clock

Beer O’clock

Finally, the time had come to venture into central London. The first lot of restrictions had been eased somewhat and I wanted to take the opportunity to document the boarded-up shopfronts, pubs & restaurants as well as deserted streets and squares and also to make sure I hadn’t developed agoraphobia.

It was a fantastic feeling, after a slightly anxious induced train journey with a face mask wandering about again in Chinatown with charged batteries, an empty SD card and camera held high. A friend living centrally joined and it was the best of feelings being able to chat in person rather than on a screen, albeit with a distance kept.  I think we were all suffering from zoom & FaceTime fatigue at this point and desperate for that human contact.

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The initial happiness was short-lived; in my mind photography should be a bit like riding a bike but I felt really rusty and off my game. It was much busier than anticipated even from early on and I frequently forgot to check the very basic settings. I kept knocking dials so the shutter speed had a life on its own and was either too fast or too slow, suddenly double exposure was in use, missed easy shots that I should’ve nailed and ISO was all over the place in the brash midday light so many images were blown. I even managed to change the shutter button focus to continuous autofocus as well as switching the face detection on, it completely threw me and took some time to work out. I felt stressed and flustered as this all should be second nature.

It also didn’t help that I felt anxious and a great weariness of people as at this point transmission of COVID19 was still quite high so I wasn’t as close up to people as normal or moving in for shots that were unfolding. Not very mindful in myself or in my shooting at all.

Home I went with about 600 images, I did not like many of them. 

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I knew I needed to get out there with the camera again so my walks through the woods got swapped out with walks through the Eltham roads and High Street. It felt really weird, out of place shooting street here on my home turf and despite a fantastic light, I was mostly looking out for people I knew or recognised so I could avoid them. It lasted for a week and then I was back in the woods again looking for rubbish treasures.

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A few weeks later with some further ease of restrictions and the shops opening. I bit the bullet, took the train into town again and met @belinda on a Sunday morning for a social distance photo stroll and chat through the City & East End. The walk and company were just what the doctor ordered but again fluster and stress made itself known as the day went on. Petticoat Lane was one of our first stops it was really great with the morning sun washing over the stalls with its rays as they were being prepared and stocked up with colourful fabrics and clothes. Great characters out for the shopping and banter, most with face masks, and keeping a distance chasing the bargains being called out by the stallholders. It quickly got busier, the sun reached midday crescendo and we had that harsh light to battle with again and it didn’t help that it kept popping in and out of the clouds with great and fast frequency.

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We moved on and strolled through Spitalfields Market which had a relaxed and calm atmosphere but then headed up to Brick Lane. Maybe a poor choice for the day, glancing down the road it was heaving so we took a sharp turn towards Aldgate and the City again. A nice stroll along the river past the Tate but by the South Bank it got quite hairy, mobile bars selling take away beer made people threw complete caution to the wind. Large groups, families, skateboarders without the skate park available milling about all moving about like headless chickens. At this point, the heavens also opened and everybody tried to congregate under the trees to shelter from the deluge. Needless to say, I was on the next train home. Again, a full SD card but only one or possibly two images that were in my mind passable.

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This state of mind I felt was not good for my confidence nor creativity so only a few days later I was on the 6.30 am train hand this time heading for the city centre. My solitary journey started at London Bridge and the short stroll to Borough Market. It was lovely, the muted golden morning light pouring through the market and streets. Stallholders preparing for their day, construction workers in their bright orange and hardhats, commuters and a vast number of joggers milling about. It was calm and respectful with people keeping a distance. I could feel myself slowly relax into my day ahead which meant I took my time with settings, preparing and setting the scene and immerse into the area. I found a couple of corners where I could wait and watch, nobody took any notice and for the first time in months, I felt like I belonged. Slowly walking along the Thames, I crossed at Blackfriars and walked up Fleet Street past the courts. I stopped in Covent Garden for a coffee, again very relaxed and quiet. All the roads at some point seem to lead me to Soho and the West End, I felt like I had arrived home.

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The sun decided to desert me at this point so I concentrated more on windows and people, meandering up to Oxford Circus I carried on to Marble Arch and back with a detour in Mayfair where I had a quick coffee with friends. It was surprisingly few people about and actually not as many shops open as I had anticipated.

Let me ooooout!!

Let me ooooout!!

Waiting for the pub to open..

Waiting for the pub to open..

A little tickle with the duster.

A little tickle with the duster.

As the day went on I was so engrossed I didn’t even notice the time. Rain, wind, clouds and sun – the whole range within minutes just added to the fun. Despite getting busier and me popping on my mask, I wasn’t flustered or uncomfortable, I was back on that bike doing my thing with a big smile on my face.

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Over 20km walked but didn’t even feel tired, a full card with a few images I actually didn’t hate – more than anything, I was back in control and feeling relaxed, taking the time to set the scene, noticing the changing light and different backdrops whilst breathing in the atmosphere. Belonging in that moment where nobody really noticed or cared that I took pictures. Suddenly it hit me; I had come out of my photographic hibernation and I was truly looking forward to the next time.

The accessory of the moment

The accessory of the moment

The winter sun is upon us and I am feeling rather positive

So the winter is upon us and a lot of you out there will be missing the balmy longs summer days, with coastal beach fun, BBQ;s, lazy Aperol Spritz afternoons in the pub garden - sun hats, funky sunglasses, skirts and shorts combined with sandals and trainers, cafes and restaurants where you can sit outside in the courtyards with friends, a glass of wine and exciting street food, performances in parks and festivals galore.

Me, yes I miss it a little bit but from October onwards, this is my favourite time of year.

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You see, I’m a light, shadow, contrast and silhouette junkie (all in technicolor) - I love that gorgeous shy sun that makes a brief appearance every day (if you are in luck) but if you happen to blink you might miss it. Its rays, rising over the Thames at about 9am and then bathes Trafalgar square with its golden light that you can then stalk through the streets of Soho and the West End.

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The way the sun creates the walls of deep black shadows, cutting streets and areas in halves like day and night where people and objects get a natural almost studio light treatment and showcased against the negative space.

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Nothing makes me happier than chasing this elusive glowing creature of the sky through the streets, like a matador but instead of a sword I have my trusty camera. At one point last week at Oxford Circus we must have been at least five photographers taking part in this sport. You have to be quick as a weasel this time of year though as by 2pm it is game over.

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Setting the scene and cast my net to see what walks into my viewfinder. I have found by slowing down and stand still for periods of time I get better images. On my way through Covent Garden the other day I noticed that the afternoon sun had made a beeline for a corner in the back of the market where a steady stream of people paraded through. I must have been there for a good 40 minutes and took several hundred images as the sun slowly moved and changed the scened and then suddenly disappeared behind the buildings. I was pleasantly surprised when looking through them later that evening that I liked more than one and I think that was from being there for a long time and working the spot and changes of light and shadows.

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Street photography for me as I have mentioned before is quite solitary and by wandering the streets I destress, get the natural exercise of walking, mindfulness and it makes me forget those sometimes fraught and stressful periods we all go through at times.

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But saying that - there is another side of street photography and actually Instagram that I really rather like. The to my surprise rather social side - with the several protests, marches, and events that have filled this autumn I have been introduced to and befriended a lot more local and sometimes from further afield street photographers.

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A lovely, enthusiastic and positive community with small egos that cheer each other on, share tips, areas to shoot in and the best time of day. Mind you there are always exceptions to all this but luckily I find those quite few and far in between.

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Communal photo walks, visits to museums, exhibitions, coffees, kind words and hellos as we cross paths or stumble upon each other on the different corners and streets of London. it’s been great to put faces to names as many have only been Instagram handles and prior we have only chatted online, liked and commented on the daily postings.

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With all this fun as well as challenges going on I was also very surprised and flattered to be asked to join Going Digital London to do a regular Street Photography walk workshop. I’m very pleased to have the first one under my belt and it was incredibly positive and fun to do, a bit wiped out from the nerves and many steps but worth each and every one of them. The feedback was really positive and moving forward I will be offering one to one street coaching as well as the group walks.

www.goingdigital.co.uk/photography-courses/london-workshops

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To mention only a few of the talents out there that I have either bumped into or walked and shot with of late @samantha_french_ @bellajane @hueyraw @christian.cross_ @zackwebb @krisaskey @jennieblythephotography @j2.bee @mariapage @spicy.meatball @simonking_v @joshkjack @nicofroe @jovisleigh @monkeymuesli @curtis_peacock @mtorki @jamesrayres @samvholt

It’s a small world and I like it.

Mind the Darkness - a personal take on mindful photography

Through my whole life I have been prone to periods of dark moods, anxiety, a lot of ‘what if’ and worries about the future, health, everybody and everything and all in between. When in my teens and early twenties I didn’t even understand what it was as I couldn’t verbalise it, just feelings that crawled inside and outside the body that I tried to push away and in doing so just made it worse. Through the years often fleeting and passing but sometimes for longer periods and that’s where I had to get a little help with the likes of CBT and Mindfulness to get some tools under the belt and if nothing else a better understanding of myself and what my triggers are. One of the best advices I got from a friend that is a psychologist was to ‘invite your anxiety for tea’, acknowledge those feelings rather than push them away as they then fight even more to invade your being consequencently caused panic attacks.

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With time I have learned that the big triggers are when sudden ‘out of my control’ life events happen (you try to deal with it there and then but in the aftermath you put a brave face on and try to emerge out of it like the phoenix from the ashes if a bit singed and dusty) and stress - be it work, home and family, extended family or friends , I also used to obsessively worry about future events that are out of my hand, big gatherings, presentations, routines/work changing, family - the darkness does not discriminate.

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Early on I realised I needed more than just talk and tools, I needed something tangible for me to do and occupy myself with. Gym and exercise is great and I have done different things on and off but never quite stuck by it and it didn’t quite still that mind. Theatre, film and music are great but still not enough immersion and escape. Due to some surprise money around 12 years ago I picked up my first DSLR and I was sold. Initially just family, London landmarks, macro and aesthetically pleasing shots but as everybody around me now know the camera started to come with me everywhere and I began capturing what I saw and observed around me to and from work. That camera being heavy I soon upgraded to a Fuji mirrorless as smaller, sharper, love the output and colours and not so in the face for the people I capture.

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My walks before work got longer in distance and time. I started getting off at tube and train stops way before that days specific work destination. Taking earlier trains to catch the low and golden morning light streaming across the faces of my fellow commuters or pounding rain bouncing off their umbrellas. Grabbing a cuppa around the corner from Charing Cross at 6 am and then slowly make way through the backstreets of Soho to emerge an hour or so later for the job in hand but with images on the camera to review with excitement when I got home. I’m also very lucky to somewhat self manage my time and workload so when finished on site for the day and no meetings before going home to write reports I can wander off for further exploration and capture the inhabitants of our fair city.

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If working in Tuffnell Park or Belsize Park I will walk down through Camden, Mornington Crescent until Warren Street and then West End & Soho until I reach Charing Cross. If in Angel, Islington I would route my movements through either Old Street, Brick Lane, Spitalfields, City & then London Bridge or Camberwell, Farringdon, St Paul’s & Cannon Street. The other day I was in Bayswater and did a little spin around Portobello and Notting Hill then Marble Arch to follow the sun down Oxford Street and Regent Street. For me most routes lead through Soho at some point, even this weekend. Started in Liverpool Street & Shoreditch at midday with my friend Shel to then end up in the middle of Soho and Pride what an amaizing atmosphere.

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The majority of the time is spent alone, this is when I destress and put my demons to right. The walks exercise both the body and mind and whilst concentrating on observing events and details of what is around to capture niggling thoughts and fears tend to become much smaller and fade into the background like just little whispers. I find that if I feel a bit wired from life and work these walks slows both heartbeat and breathing down and everything resting on my shoulders a bit lighter and easier to manage. There is nothing quite like putting 25k steps on the Fitbit immerse yourself in an area with light, shadows, smells and movements to come home and then go through your treasure trove even if you only like to or three out of the 700 images taken. It’s that bone tiredness, creativity and achievement that still those little snapping snakes in the pit of the stomach, sleep suddenly comes easy and it also makes me a happier, kinder and a more patient mother, wife and friend.

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I said often alone but through photography I have also made amazing friends that I meet with regularly for walks and talks. We have rarely if ever met each others partners, families or friends but freely share worries, problems, stress and anxieties but also laugh a lot, discuss, help and coach and put the world to right. We explore and roam the city together, capture and share images (incredible what different things we see despite being in the same location at the same time). We then say goodbye until the next time and go home with spring in our steps.

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I think it is incredibly important for each and all of us to have something that is ours, a hobby, an interest, a sport, an activity and /or outside friends to help with the stress in life and to aid mindfulness and happiness and for me - the camera has done all this and more.

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Light plays a huge part in my photography and I try to capture how it disperses the darkness and the negative space, the shadows it creates and then how it warmly displays or puts a spotlight on my chosen frame. Looking at past and present images I think they are brighter and more positive but then all that depends on the day. Weather and mood can very much influence the output and I think it is probably quite easy to see how I feel if you look at that days clicks.

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The darkness is not so dark anymore, always a glimmer of light at the end of the tunnel and those feelings doesn’t worry me as much as it used to in the past. I feel much more philosophical about life and not obsessing about how things are supposed to be or behave.

A tip is also to surround yourself with people you truly want to be with, people that equally give and take as much as you do in the friendships and relationships, truly loves and respects you for who you are and don’t try to change you.

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London Bridge to Bethnal Green........and back

So what do you do with the days between Christmas and New Year apart from stuffing your face further, flake out on the sofa and watch rubbish TV? 

Well if you happened to have given yourself and 35mm f/2 prime lens for your Fujifilm for Christmas then it would be really rude to not take it out for a test run to see how it performed. So on the 28th I got together with my dear photography friend Joe O'malley for a walk through the East End, and boy did we walk. London Bridge to Bethnal Green.....and back

Light and fog on London Bridge

Light and fog on London Bridge

The Crow & the Fog

The Crow & the Fog

The journey which was around 17km by the time I had made it back home took us through Liverpool Street, Petticoat Lane, Whitechapel, Spitalfield, Brick Lane, Columbia Road, Hackney, Haggerston, Cambridge Heath, Bethnal Green, Shoreditch, Old Street with loops and twirls and back streets. Such an experience, almost empty and so tranquil (it will seem most of London were still away or still sat at home on the sofa in PJ's). The weather kept changing from clear blue skies to thick mist and fog that hung over the rooftops which made the most nondescript places look eerie and spooky and put an edge to the street art and candid captures we took along the journey. 

Through of all this I had Joe telling me about the artists that had created the murals and street art we came across. To boot he is also a walking talking encyclopedia when it comes to the history of East End. I learned so much about anything and everything from Jack the Ripper to architecture, estates, transport, storefronts, jobs you name it - brilliant!

Original Store Front

Original Store Front

What was even more brilliant was how the lens performed. No disappointment whatsoever with crisp and clear captures, it didn't keep chasing for focus like the 23mm and did great in the low light and fog. I love the Bokeh and found little if any distortion. I had done a lot of research beforehand as there is also a 35mm f/1.4 on the market but at a much greater cost. The majority of all the reviews seem to suggest it was hardly anything between them so at the lower cost this one was the preferred lens. Well this is my new favourite thing and I have had it with me everyday since  and it just keeps giving.

Below are some of the  many captures from our walk around, I had a somewhat hard time choosing. 

Petticoat Lane

Petticoat Lane

Contrasts of old and new

Contrasts of old and new

Spooky

Spooky

Old derelict Victorian Building

Old derelict Victorian Building

Fun

Fun

Mural near Spitalfield

Mural near Spitalfield

Murals just off Brick Lane

Murals just off Brick Lane

Alleyway of urban art

Alleyway of urban art

Two fingers

Two fingers

Keep breathing

Keep breathing

Watching the world go by

Watching the world go by

Overgrown Bridge

Overgrown Bridge

Spooky park behind Brick Lane

Spooky park behind Brick Lane

Urban Explorer

Urban Explorer

Cold

Cold

Classic Mural 

Classic Mural 

Feeling observed

Feeling observed

Bright boozer

Bright boozer

Columbia Road without the market

Columbia Road without the market

Cheese London, Hackney

Cheese London, Hackney

Beauty and the Beast

Beauty and the Beast

Dining next to Brilliancy

Dining next to Brilliancy

Dundee Arms

Dundee Arms

Foggy Walk

Foggy Walk

Fog in Bethnal Green

Fog in Bethnal Green

Mural in Bethnal Green

Mural in Bethnal Green

an early exit of Chrstmas

an early exit of Chrstmas

Wooden mudguards

Wooden mudguards

I've got my eye on you

I've got my eye on you

E1

E1

Magic light in Old Street

Magic light in Old Street

Sneaking a peek

Sneaking a peek

Shoreditch

Shoreditch

Colourful

Colourful

Stickman oh Stickman.....

Stickman oh Stickman.....

The streets of London

London is amazing! 

Rich in history with a  beautiful architecture, every shop and eatery you could ask for. Markets, theatres and glitzy neon signs; the ultimate bright light big city. 

But in this enormous commercial melting pot you do forget that there are big communities, Soho, Paddington, Shoreditch, Whitechapel, Mayfair, Dalston and so on. A mix of multimillion pound houses and flats plus highrises and social housing. In this you have the resident people from all areas of the world getting on with their day to day lives. Often mundane, but sometimes sad, dark and gritty and it will spill out on the street corners and back streets where the visiting workforce are doing its best to ignore it. Walking past minding their own business and looking away.

Due to the fantastic way my job works I drift in and out of different areas of london at all different times. From dawn to dusk and sometimes later. As I have become more familiar with the areas and also began to notice the local people and the little individual stories that are playing out all around them and us. I found that with my camera on me at all time I started to document and capture this.  

With time I would love to publish a book called 'Streets of London', focusing on the real city behind the bright lights.

 

A photographic take on Woolwich

So my camera and I decided to go out for a walk and instead of heading to my usual haunts in the East End of London I thought we'd go local. I jumped on the bus 122 and et voila, 10 minutes later....Woolwich. 

I often pass through there because of work (even photographed a wedding in the town hall) or because I need to jump on the DLR or overground due our train line being out of action or tube strike or the likes but, I have never just stopped and paused or taken the time to sit down on a bench in the square or on the pedestrianized high street to watch the world go by. 

Well today I did and wow, it blew me away...... the mix of people, market stalls, shops and stories unfolding in front of me was fantastic - a village in the City. I spent several hours walking around capturing one thing or another, literally spoilt for choice andinstead of  jumping on the bus to go back home I decided to walk so I also could get a shot of the beautiful Woolwich Barracks. 

Here are a selection from today that I wanted to share.

A busy summer working

I was incredibly lucky to work on a couple of big advertising projects this summer which fulfilled everything that I enjoy with photography. I was challenged by the creatives that had visions and ideas that I needed to transfer into images, hard but so rewarding and I learned a  lot from it and it made me grow as a photographer. 

The very interesting thing is that one of the jobs I only got because of my street photography and candid captures (which is my passion), to my delight that is what I got to do, for several days I walked the streets with police officers in different parts of London, some areas more challenging than others and a little bit scary at times as well. I got to capture all walks of life and the fantastic characters out there, especially in the East End

For the commercial shoots I strictly use my Nikon 7100 with a 35mm prime but my Fujifilm x-t10 came out to play to and from my jobs and when just hanging around waiting for people. I have also embarked on a diploma in Street Photography to challenge and develope myself further.

Here are a few of my captures but with over 3000 pictures taken I'm still going through them to see what gems I can rustle up.

Spring & Bluebells in Oxleas Wood - Eltham, SE9 (Greenwich)

Spring is truly upon us and I am so lucky to have these woods & meadows on my doorstep where I can go and explore daily if I so wish.

What was great fun this time around is that I finally feel more comfortable with the settings on my Fujifilm X-T10,  I now tend to shoot in aperture and it is very easy to tweak when needed as well as to adjust exposure and ISO. Quite pleased with the bokeh & DoF but plenty to still discover and learn.

This walk was late in the afternoon so approaching golden hour and very few people about, I could hear the blackbirds, robins and the odd schreek from the green parrots and the squirrels and foxes were darting about in the undergrowth (need to invest in a zoom for this). It almost felt like I was in a fairytale and that a Disney princess would suddenly appear amongst the animals and flowers in the golden light.

Mirrorless & Weddings

I was incredibly flattered to be asked by a friend of mine to capture her and her hubby's wedding day last month. I loved the theme of rock'n roll and as luck have it, just down the road at Woolwich Town Hall and then a party in a pub nearby,  I was even more over the moon when they wanted most of it to be captured in a candid format with the exception of a few posed family pictures as this is my default style and at my happiest capturing

It dawned on me then that I could use the mirrorless Fujifilm as a back up and second camera to my Nikon so I didn't have to swap lenses around and it is actually quite good in low light and almost soundless if you turn the mechanical shutter noise off.

As I have mentioned before the battery life is poor on the mirrorless (I only seem to get  about 285 pictures per charge, this is possibly because I have both the eye detector and back display activated) but I have invested in a few extra that I had charged up in advance and kept in my bag for an easy swap. It is also so incredibly lightweight in comparison to the Nikon with the artlens attached that you hardly notice it round your neck.

It's a stressful time I find when you get back home to download and go through the pictures to see that you have captured those special moments and that they are sharp and not blown out or too dark before choosing which ones to post edit, I was very pleased with the results and here are a few pictures from the day.

Street Photography, a joy with mirrorless

So my new toy Fujifilm X-t10 arrived and I have to say, it has been great fun to get to know this sleek and lightweight addition to my gear. Initially I felt lost as all of the dials and settings were different and frankly, the electronic viewfinder first made me feel a bit nauseous but that quickly went away after I hade tweaked the viewfinder sharpness.

I can't get over how light and small it is compared to my Nikon and how well it works in a street photography setting, it doesn't draw any attention to you and it is super sharp.

Polished in Leadenhall Market

Polished in Leadenhall Market

I also find that you can easily 'shoot from the hip' and it comes out surprisingly sharp, in addition the exposure compensation is really powerful and I have played some with the shutter speed but yet to delve deeper into the aperture as that works a bit differently.

Man and his pooch in Greenwich

Man and his pooch in Greenwich

The colours come out beautifully and to my pleasant surprise this little beast competes really well with the architecture, lowlight and landscape captures as well.

Dawn stroll across London Bridge

Dawn stroll across London Bridge

Melford Hall, Long Melford -Suffolk

Melford Hall, Long Melford -Suffolk

The only couple of drawbacks I have found so far are that the battery only lasts for roughly 300 captures (but a spare or two doesn't cost that much) and the lenses are very expensive so I will try to get a converter and see if the Nikon primes I have will work sufficiently. Possibly also the DoF but then I need to experiment more and get to know the aperture settings further before I can really make a call on that.

Hey ho, hey ho, off to work we go -  Bishopsgate, London

Hey ho, hey ho, off to work we go -  Bishopsgate, London

Street Photography

I have found that I am getting more and more passionate about street photography, candid people shots and the day to day life in London. I am incredibly lucky in that my normal job takes me to a different place/area in London every day of the week -  So with the camera always living in my bag I come across everything from gorgeous sunrises over Tower Bridge, cityscapes, steel and glass  in the City, mad hatters in Camden and markets in Spitalfield Greenwich  and Hampstead...all with people getting on with their lives whom are just screaming out to be captured. 

It's very heavy gear to carry as I tend to walk to my destination from main railway stations ( especially with paperwork and laptop that are supposed to go on my journey as well) so I am actually contemplating changing gear, or well adding to it and go down the mirrorless route as it is much less intrusive, incredible clarity in the pictures and  very good in low light. Hours have been spent scouring websites and reviews and have narrowed it down to Fujifilm either the X-T1 or XT10, all depends on the deals out there. The Nikon will stay but more for the specific advertising and commission work that I do now and again.

So watch this space ,another exciting path to go down on the journey of photography.

Here are a few examples what those morning walks to work have produced so far.

tunes on the move in Camden

tunes on the move in Camden

mad hatters

mad hatters

an oxymoron

an oxymoron

arrival

arrival

fenwick

fenwick

look behind the scene of the glitz

look behind the scene of the glitz

high holborn 

high holborn 

photobombed at London Bridge

photobombed at London Bridge

rainy walk to work

rainy walk to work

Cutty Sark views

Cutty Sark views


A collaboration with Capital Art Gallery in Eltham, SE9

Couldn't believe my eyes when I walked past the Capital Art Gallery today, the cheeky collaboration between myself and Karl (the proprietor) had been finished and was on a display in the window, more beautiful and vibrant then I remembered when I saw the first draft. it's a fusion of two locations in London, South Molton Street and New Bond Street.

Why not pop in for a look, 

13 Well Hall Parade
Well Hall Road

SE9 6SP
karlsproat@btinternet.com

Tel: 020 88504939

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New Year, New development and fun

So a new year has arrived and I am wishing you all a healthy and happy 2016. 

We spent some of the holiday in Sweden but to the disappointment of my daughter (and the rest of us) the snow only arrived as we literally were taking off to go back to the UK, saying that though we had sunny days with a beautiful and low sun, great light to take pictures in

 

Skirts under in Nacka, Sweden  

Skirts under in Nacka, Sweden  

We took the new family dog Sluggo for walk and came across a heron taking flight . 

 

Sluggo

Sluggo

Heron in flight  

Heron in flight  

Then on our return we went to Hobbledown for a party which was great fun. 

 

Hobbledown maze of tunnels in the sky.  

Hobbledown maze of tunnels in the sky.  

Exhibition done and dusted

So my first exhibition at Capital art gallery in Eltham has come to an end as of yesterday 5th Dec (saying that, the pictures will be up for most of next week).

A long but fabulous day that started off a little bit slow but meant that all of us artists could mingle, network and get to know each other - amazing group of people with so much talent. Well the afternoon arrived and so did the customers as well as my lovely family and friends. I sold a fair bit and got a couple of orders for customised pictires. My hubby and sister brought some bubbly when picking me up so it was a perfect end to the perfect day.

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The time has come - Exhibition at Capital Art Gallery in Eltham starts 30th Nov

Finally, the Meet the Artist Exhibition has arrived, just putting the finishing touches to some mounts, frames and canvases so it is all spick and span and ready for the upcoming exciting week.

The exhibition runs from tomorrow 30th November to Saturday 5th December which is also the day when all participating artists will be there to chat about and showcase their art. I will also be there on Friday between 12-3pm for you that can't make it at the weekend.

Capital Art Gallery, 13 Well Hall Parade, Eltham, SE9 6SP - Hope to see you there.